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The Floor Show

Posted on 2007.02.18 at 23:59
Current Location: 63114
Oh I feel released

The witching hour is near, yet here I remain. Despite the fact that I must be at work 2-hours early in order to run a promiscuous snoop from an aging SPARCstation-20 tomorrow to try to ascertain any network related factors which may be preventing this box from performing its task at a very early hour.

Bad times deceased

I can feel the first hints of the winds of change. They come slowly, turning over an errant leaf or two, but they're coming nonetheless. As usual, I'm not quite sure what they indicate - elusive as to meaning they usually are, but I can hear them. Its only a matter of time before I succumb to their beckoning and embrace the gale-strength force of them when they arrive.

My confidence has increased

I am the sum of my parts, yet so much more. I am a quilt sewn from many fabrics, discrete panels combined together from the four corners of the globe. I shall not be contained, nor tamed; its simply not in my nature. Of all I have seen and done, time is running out with so much left undone. I am the Kwisatz Haderach!

Reality is here

My eyes burn from the knowledge of a thousands lifetimes and I become a creature of the night. I want nothing more than to slip into bed and have the cocoon of sleep overtake me but tonight is not that night. My weakness is this corporeal body in which I occupy, sustained via the breath God has given me, and coffee which keeps my heart beating.

The gang has been disbanded, my mind has been expanded

This weekend the wife created - nay, manifested a Mexican dinner of unparalleled proportions that galinda822 and I dined upon with her while watching six hours and the conclusion of The Sopranos, Season Six. A brief stint in bed and my boy and I were abandoned for the 24-hour period of 'Girl Night' where my wife and daughter spend overnight at galinda's. The boy and I ate cheese and grunted.

It's a gas that Frank has landed

My thoughts are not my own tonight. I long for rest. And even if I am blessed with slumber, it won't be enough - its never enough. Its a consumable commodity which has a cyclic life. Time often steals it from me, but sometimes, just sometimes, I steal some back. Time is a precious thing so I steal only what I need. But no matter how little I steal, theres always a price to pay, and damn if that price isn't high.

His lust is so sincere...
My my my, my my my my my, my my my my...
I'm a wild and untamed thing
I'm a bee with a deadly sting
You get a hit and your mind goes ping
Your heart will pump and your blood will sing
So let the party and the sound rock on
We're gonna shake it til the life has gone
Rose tints my world keeps me safe from my trouble and pain.


Tomas Gallucci
schpydurx at 2007-02-19 07:11 (UTC) (Link)
I don't get it.
ehowton at 2007-02-19 12:39 (UTC) (Link)
Would you consider that ignorance, or indifference? I know - you don't know and you don't care.
Melancthe the Woe, So-Called
melancthe at 2007-02-19 07:15 (UTC) (Link)
*snaps glove*
ehowton at 2007-02-19 12:41 (UTC) (Link)
So come up to the lab and see what's on the slab. I see you shiver with antici...
Melancthe the Woe, So-Called
melancthe at 2007-02-20 01:51 (UTC) (Link)
galinda822 at 2007-02-19 16:03 (UTC) (Link)
As you know, I have not been sleeping well myself for the past several weeks. I have noticed however, that this occurs only during the work week. Sleep is mine only on the weekends.

Maybe your troubles sleeping lately are also related to work. Maybe the winds of change that are calling to you is your subconsious trying to get through that you are uncontent with your life at this moment.

As I near my 40th year I have been feeling time is so quickly slipping away. The time to do more is becoming less and less. I feel unfulfilled! I'm adrift on the sea of life and helpless to change my direction!!!
ehowton at 2007-02-19 16:32 (UTC) (Link)
Generally I get more sleep during the work week. I have noticed a trend, however - it appears to be limited to Sunday night <-- and what a wonderful lead in to your next point! I don't feel discontent with my life at this moment, but if you're correct that I am subconsciously, then I wouldn't know either way would I? And it could certainly explain the odd dreams I have when I do sleep...

As far as your yearning, I understand completely about time slipping away; but you are not helpless! In fact, you are the only person who can grab hold of the wheel, trim the sails and come about the direction you wish to go. No one else is going to do it for you, and you can do it.
Tomas Gallucci
schpydurx at 2007-02-19 20:48 (UTC) (Link)
But what does it all mean?
CeltManX, Devlin O' Coileáin
celtmanx at 2007-02-19 22:10 (UTC) (Link)
"I, for one, truly believe that no one out there doesn't want to be loved...on some level! No one wants to be all alone in the world."


You are the exception to this rule as you enjoy acting like a complete jackass and pissing people off my making stupid comments on serious blog entries.
CeltManX, Devlin O' Coileáin
celtmanx at 2007-02-19 22:13 (UTC) (Link)
It means...

"You know Eric has told me of your Air Force aspirations. I’d like to help. Join the frigg’in Army! I would hate to run into you at alumni events! You obviously just love the anonymity your "sphincter-x" persona affords you while on-line. Here is a wild ass assumption; Women in the 3D world who know your name don’t pay you any attention, right? By the way don’t assume I need your answer, it is more a statement than a question.

Give your typing fingers a furlough."

ehowton at 2007-02-19 22:21 (UTC) (Link)
It means different things to different people. What does it mean to you? Which part specifically do you wish me to define? I mean, obviously I'm not going to re-author my entire post.
photogoot at 2007-02-19 21:18 (UTC) (Link)
You always seem to get this way when you consume mass quantities of cheese.
ehowton at 2007-02-19 22:13 (UTC) (Link)
I like cheese.
CeltManX, Devlin O' Coileáin
celtmanx at 2007-02-19 22:18 (UTC) (Link)
Has he ever made his famous beef enchiladas for you????

Guess what, there's NO BEEF just cheese!!!!
ehowton at 2007-02-19 22:22 (UTC) (Link)
I like cheese.
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