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Posted on 2007.04.16 at 22:00


ehowton at 2007-05-24 14:34 (UTC) (Link)

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What a wonderful synopsis of our Great State! And welcome back, sir.
leonardii at 2007-05-26 04:32 (UTC) (Link)

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Thanks - you know how much I love our city of Dallas - and how I feel about Texas in general. It feels good to give it accolades and praise deserving of its excellence among the 50 states. And for Dallas - everyday people move in from all over the country, from a plethora of different large cities that are supposedly powerhouses of economic prosperity. But from the stories I hear from my neighbors moving in from the different cities - this place is a comparative paradise, and our economy far exceeds those of other major cities that have such overinflated housing, economic slowdowns in general, and just the crime, the unfriendly natives, and the tendency for natural disasters looms about their heads. They worry for themselves, for their children, and for their own future retirement. Dallas seems to be the place to be - our prosperity is thriving, even during our national economic breakdown. Dallas has much to offer in forms of living and breathing room. The beautiful houses people can afford to purchase here are shitholes at the same price in other places. I think you know this from firsthand experience.

Anyway - Dallas, among it great economic satisfaction for people to make a home here, she has a great cultural status, fine dining unmatched and one could say even parallel to that of New York City (for some things, not all) and yet among its massive growth, there is still plenty of room for yet the great many hordes of people that continue to move in and settle here - and the city can truly absorb the influx... and in fact - she prospers because of it. New businesses being built need labor, middle class housing (and finer upper class housing) is still continuing to be built on an enormous scale. In my neighborhood alone house prices range from $150K to around $800K+. It helps that we have two country clubs in the immediate area (ours is one to two blocks over - right withing walking distance). There is a club (complete with gym, swimming pool, etc) for the middle class, and one for the upper classes. Even brand new beautiful apartments are sprouting up to home those who do not yet wish (or cannot simply afford) a brand new home. Even here in Rockwall, new apartments are being built beside new large office spaces that are expected to be filled with booming business that will need massive labor forces from sanitation engineers to secretarial/call center laborers, to uber technology geeks, and finally to the lower/middle/upper managers and of course the C-level personnel who will need our city for its excellent and affordable country clubs, million dollar homes, golfing, swimming, playgrounds, parks and recreation, technology stores such as Circuit City and of course - new restaurants by the dozens. La Madeline, all the American eateries like TGI Fridays, Snuffers, etc. And I believe the new ginormous complex of outdoor world has had its grand opening. They are located right on the lake so the boats they sale can go for a test run right onto the water.

They are tearing down older sections of the town in order to build beautiful new expansive roadways, major highways and through-ways within easy driving distance, and they are rebuilding/renewing/renovating I-30 in many many major locations to accommodate the expected buildup of traffic. New roads, brand new public and private schools, a most luxurious cinema located right on the edge of Lake Ray Hubbard where you can sample a "Marble Slab" type of ice cream (I forget the name of the store, but it's similar to the afore mentioned ice cream shop) and stroll along the new docks that stretch out into the lake to get a romantic and nostalgic feel of the lake view. They've just built a brand new central fountain that is in all senses - awesome. In height, beauty, art, culture, and sophistication. It's just grand how the city is improving not only in Rockwall - but in all other areas as well.

ehowton at 2007-05-26 12:24 (UTC) (Link)

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You should be a columnist. You're understanding of the world around you coupled with your ability to write is a joy to read. How long did it take you to get that all down? Its brilliant, really. I know, you should write for D Magazine!
leonardii at 2007-05-26 17:50 (UTC) (Link)

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Call them up - tell them to read my post. :) Seriously. I would love to earn some extra cash on the side.

And you know - secretly - I've always wanted to be a column writer for a magazine. I think it would be great fun! :)

And if I don't get the job, well, thanks for the kind words anyway. THEY are always appreciated.
leonardii at 2007-05-26 04:42 (UTC) (Link)

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But putting the niceties aside... you would not believe what has been keeping me out of the loop. It's much too long of a bullshit story to reply here... I think I should just write my entire story in my own journal - perhaps it would be cathartic, if not downright purely psychologically medicinal.

You would not believe how knee deep I am in bullshit right now. I mean, it's deep - very deep.

I'm sorry - so very sorry from not keeping in touch. My nerves are wracked, I have been a mess for many weeks... I just don't know what to do.

Sometimes I feel very confident - and I feel good, I feel justice will prevail, and I feel everything will be fine.

Other times - I'm at the point of a nervous breakdown. A true mental breakdown. Sometimes I'm shaking for hours - other times - like I said, I feel fine and I feel I shall be truly vindicated when the times comes.

But it's those times that I'm a nervous wreck that keep me from posting... or even giving a reply. It has kept me away from the computer. For a few days at a time, I go without checking my email or even looking at the internet. This of course is a true sign that I am really suffering. For if I go one day without plugging in - I know something very deep inside in wrong. And sometimes I just cannot move - I'm paralyzed.

I will write about it... but right now I'm again in crisis mode - and I'm feeling weak, I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, and I just cannot do anything.

Please my friend - forgive me.
ehowton at 2007-05-26 12:35 (UTC) (Link)

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Please my friend - forgive me.
Always assume I will, and I don't mean to put any real pressure on you - just playfully enjoying every time you pop up.

I think I should just write my entire story in my own journal - perhaps it would be cathartic, if not downright purely psychologically medicinal.
For all the reasons you listed, above, it sounds like a good idea. But for many reasons you listed later, it sounds too tiring, as well. Get your rest first. When you're ready again, you can tell us about it.

Other times - I'm at the point of a nervous breakdown.
You're suffering unique and unpleasant hardships. I don't know how the story will end, but I do know you, and my money's on your eventual success.

For if I go one day without plugging in...
The Matrix has you now.
leonardii at 2007-05-26 14:04 (UTC) (Link)

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The Matrix has you now.
"Ignorance is bliss. I don't want to remember nothin' NOTHING! And I want to be rich - y'know, somebody important... like an actor."

Wait a minute - scratch that last part. I think [most] actors are the most overpaid blight of our great American society. They spend millions on garbage, $250,000 outfits that can be worn only once, and they live such a ridiculously pampered lifestyle while other people IN AMERICA and all over the world are slowly starving to death in squalor, extreme poverty, and living in perpetual government bullshit bureaucracy (I'm talking about wounded veterans).

I would love to see their faces as they take a tour with me through the Dallas VA - seeing men who defended their liberty by giving up useful body parts. They spend hours of their very un-pampered days just waiting in line to see a doctor who can try and help rid their lives of a little pain. Actors have doctors at their beck and call to remove every blemish, wrinkle, and otherwise normal signs of the aging process. They polish their teeth to a blinding, unnatural white - and they have personal chefs, trainers, dog walkers, maids, nannies, a person to hand them a pen, another person to take the pen from their hand, a person to wash each other their precious toes and fingers. It's just sickening.

Sorry... needed to vent a little there. Venting is good.

No my friend, the Matrix does not have hold of me yet. I still see reality through mine own eyes and my own self consciousness.

I believe that many actors were real, common people at one point. What happens after they get on the Big Screen. Is there some kind of "Stepford Actor's" society that changes them into self-worshiping robots?

Oh, the humanity I see everyday. And live through it. Yes, we have to survive, we have to move on. We manage.

"We are such stuff
As dreams are made on and our little life
Is rounded with a sleep..."

--From The Tempest (IV, i, 156-157)
leonardii at 2007-05-26 14:06 (UTC) (Link)

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And thank you for all the kind words... they touch my heart. Truly, they do.
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